omg, two more weeks!

does anybody else get nightmares from nyquil?

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christ, i'm annoyed today. i'm a fucking piranha for no good reason. just die.

on the bright side, i lost 4 pounds.

my head feels like one of the helium filled balloons i just saw a while ago going up into the atmosphere. up up and awayyyy.

you know what i hate about driinking the most? that moment of clarity where you stop and see how much your life is complete bullshit.

alright, it's official. i'm going on vacation. where should i go? it has to be within driving distance.

just settling in from a 2 hour drive from sacramento. two nights in a row, out later than the latest of lates. i used to go out like this every weekend. now i can't even handle going out for one weekend. i'm letting myself get old too fast, i think ( Read more... )

one thing i hate about being completely delirious and in dire need of sleep: the hypnogogic hallucinations. so much negativity. just as i'm falling into sleep itself, my body jerks and i rise to that place half between awareness and slumber. i'm not entirely certain of reality, though i know my location. nothing makes sense.

it's scary hearing birds singing at this hour. i forget about them.

is it really only midnight, or am i missing something? what if it's really 5 am?

conspiracy?

maybe.

or maybe i'm a total loon.